Confessions of a Sickly Ophelia

giiovannaax: I have been cutting ever since grade 7..so 4...

Sun, 20 Jan 2013 07:46:06 -0500

I have been cutting ever since grade 7..so 4 years.

But now, I am officially a month clean.

No cuts, no urges.

I used to cut every single day, and going a whole month is a huge accomplishment.

I never thought that I would get this far.

I’m finally winning this battle :D

and heck, I’d never thought I’d hear this, IM PROUD OF MYSELF :3

You are beautiful.

Am I Crazy?

Sun, 20 Jan 2013 07:27:50 -0500

mendmyshatteredlife:

Am I crazy for falling in love with a piece of steel? Am I crazy for becoming so addicted to it? Am I crazy for constantly inflicting pain on myself? Am I crazy for loving the way it feels?

If you are, then so am I.

I’ve done one to myself exactly like this, on my leg..but,...

Sun, 20 Jan 2013 07:03:24 -0500

I’ve done one to myself exactly like this, on my leg..but, I lost the pictures. Oh, the nostalgia. Beautiful.

kill-those-who-are-not-like-us: Three years of self harming by the end of this year it will be...

Sun, 20 Jan 2013 06:53:47 -0500

kill-those-who-are-not-like-us:

Three years of self harming by the end of this year it will be four.

13 years for me now…..oh, time, how she passes…

Photo

Fri, 22 Jun 2012 14:47:56 -0400

vile-insect: skullvomit: girlmountain: megg and mogg, “megg’s...

Sat, 09 Jun 2012 03:00:48 -0400

vile-insect:

skullvomit:

girlmountain:

megg and mogg, “megg’s depression”. 2012

This rules. All of Simon’s comix are great. This is also a pretty succinct depiction of depression.

”You are my goddess made flesh, A gift from Satan”-VK

Mon, 04 Jun 2012 18:10:00 -0400

”You are my goddess made flesh,

A gift from Satan”

-VK

DeadlandsNanaimo, BC2011

Sat, 02 Jun 2012 00:32:11 -0400

Deadlands
Nanaimo, BC
2011

CemeteryNew Westminster, BC2011

Sat, 02 Jun 2012 00:29:30 -0400

Cemetery
New Westminster, BC
2011

Paris, France2005

Sat, 02 Jun 2012 00:25:31 -0400

Paris, France
2005

Parisian CemeteryParis, France2005

Sat, 02 Jun 2012 00:23:54 -0400

Parisian Cemetery
Paris, France
2005

keeperoftheholyorder: http://www.etsy.com/shop/Juderp

Tue, 29 May 2012 20:06:58 -0400

keeperoftheholyorder:

http://www.etsy.com/shop/Juderp

”And your demon master loves you so much darling. I love you eternally until the stars...

Fri, 25 May 2012 18:50:00 -0400

”And your demon master loves you so much darling.

I love you eternally until the stars collapse and the universe is in entropic decay..And even then our energy will finally die entwined as one.”

His words lift me to the heavens and beyond..

I know if I go, I'll die happy tonight

Fri, 25 May 2012 16:51:49 -0400

I believe in myself, I believe in my old man. Individually, we are very strong human beings. We are the fireborn. Together, we emanate an intense energy that can penetrate all the distance and time in this universe as we know it. We are glowing in the eyes of God.

I promise myself that I will never give up. I refuse to self-sabotage this time around.

This is what I was born for. I found my King and it is my time to reign as Queen.

-O

I feel as though I am preparing for something big, and I am. How big, or what…I do not know. ...

Wed, 16 May 2012 16:08:35 -0400

I feel as though I am preparing for something big, and I am. How big, or what…I do not know. I am terrified, but I continue ever onward.

-O

With you, my mind racesI cannot gasp a single conceptLike whirlpools of madness,A string of...

Wed, 16 May 2012 16:06:35 -0400

With you, my mind races
I cannot gasp a single concept
Like whirlpools of madness,
A string of unconscious vibrations

You sing from your pulpit of darkness
Enshrined within you
My soul (within you)
She waxes and she wanes

Chaos, she drowns us
When all is quiet
Then we run

Still, my mind fails to reach you
Beyond oceans, beyond mountains and time

-O

martyr-of-exitum: I want to be in his arms with his breath in my hair and my flesh and my...

Mon, 14 May 2012 15:30:51 -0400

martyr-of-exitum:

I want to be in his arms with his

breath

in my hair and my flesh and my eyelashes.

I want his tongue on

mine

devouring me, caressing me with its sweet

torture.

Sucked in again..

Mon, 14 May 2012 04:08:13 -0400

Sucked in again..

If I get that apprenticeship..this will be coming out of my...

Fri, 11 May 2012 22:39:45 -0400

If I get that apprenticeship..this will be coming out of my mouth on a regular basis.

Terrors of Nightlife

Wed, 09 May 2012 04:36:54 -0400

I laid all I own at the devil’s feet
And I have placed a rose between the angel’s teeth
Night lay beside me, night lay beside me
I wish you could hear what I hear when I’m out there
The stars all seem to burn
And scream into the atmosphere
Night lay beside me, night lay beside me
May grief fall away like leaves from the trees
May grief fall away like leaves from the trees
And night lay beside me, only night lay beside me